Really cool vid, Theo. It makes me want to run out and get a go pro and try my hand in it myself.
Kenaizer is right. We understand, and yes, it does get better with time.
When I was younger I found out my fiancee was cheating on me with her ex. I wanted to die when I found that out, and I swore off any kind of serious relationship for good. Then my wife came along.......yes, it does get better with time
But, yes, in the meantime your brothers are here for you